long long time nv blog ler. Sian. Alot of tings haf happened. Been very depressed n stuffs. Bz trying to get over everyting. Trying to get back up on my feet. Doing these all alone iz damn hard. Haiz. Why shld i be crying bcuz of sumone heartlessness? There is no need ler. I learnt my lesson. The hard wae. I dun eva regret noe-ing u. Juz regret losing you. Ended up wif ur heartlessness. Nothing matters now, i guess. i am stil trying to find the old me. The old jiaxin whu iz cheery all dae no matter wat happens. The old me whu enjoys being ard wif ppl n hafing fun. Indeed, the present me sux. Antisocial. Hostile. Pessimistic. Dull. Plain. Sulky. And all. I dun lyke it one bit. I am still in search of the old me. The old me that has been lost after losing you. haish.
Well. Watever it iz. I hafta look forward to my future rite? hmm. Well. Shallnt dwell on those stupid n meaningless stuffs liao.
Hmm. Today change my style of dressing. Wore skirt. Haha. Ray saw me. o.O Gave me this look. Haiz. I noe i normally very tom-boyish lah. A few others oso lidat. *shrugs* Gave sum face lah! Nan de i so Girlish lorh. Haha. Went ngee ann. Alone. Cldnt find aneone. Haha. Pathetic. Nearly got lost. Hmm. I stil very confused wat course to take. Hah. Sian. On the wae out. Saw gracie n meifeng. Then went walk more. Haha. Crazy. Then went mac. Eat till i bloated lah. Growing fatter liao. Die. haiz. hmm. Then pei gwacie to cityhall. I miss working man. Studying is so boring. So stressful. So no life. Working is so much more fun. More lively.
Haiz. I miss Bpians. N bp tOo. Xcept for BUTTERCUp ttz. She is causing the downfall of bP lorh. Stupid school rules. Duno what the hell she is tinking. She sux man. Arrgh! Ban the traditional banana dance. Arrgh! Muz b becuz she duno how to shake lah. Inferior feelings. What is worse? She banned the banging of tables while doing the bP cheers? Arrgh. Sucky lah. No banging on tables then wat? Use head bang on wall meh? Duno wad she tinking lorh. Our heads not as hard as her IRONHELMET lorh. Stupid. Got brain oso dun wan use. Wait. Hold on. Does she even gt a brain? One dae, I gona go back bP n protest. Haf a strike. Get that buttercup off her seat. SHe doesnt even deserve that postition. To hell wif her man.
Okay. I m getting over agitated liao. Sian. No mood to blog liao. Stupid buttercup. Me go rest now. Buaiz. Tata.
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